Monkey!

Aahhh..u crazy monkey! U are hopelessly in love with healthy!

Ah AH AH !! I can't believe it! You cheat on me har..I dump you! dump you!

boo..hahhhhahhaahahha.



We're so over! XD XD XD

告诉我

为什么总是要那么残酷呢？

我知道你一直都会为我分担我的忧愁，你要我把一切都交给你，可是为什么我还是觉得快被压得透不过气来。。

到底这是你给我最完美的安排吗？我常常都在犹豫着。

我真的很累了。。可以让我抹掉所有发生的事情吗？真的很想逃避。嗨。。。

slap slap slap kick kick kick spit spit spit thump thump thump pout pout pout sniff sniff sniff

Leave me alone..

you bald guy with a bulging tummy! Check out and go back to HK..

I've got tonnes to do..

Hmph. xp

wooooott..

I Luurrvvee my current placement at the hotel lobby..Hee Heee..wonder why?

I saw him at the lobby the other day..
I smiled at him..he smiled back at me.. Droooolll....

**************

I saw him today! Reminds me of something *chuckles*

i can't wait!

Yay..last day at work tomorrow before I go for my 'random' 5 star holiday!

I can't wait I can't wait..tee hee hee.. XD

Well, I really need to get away from work :p :p

Ta!

Haiyoh!!!!!

#$%^&*()(*&@#$%^&*(

#$%^&*()&^%$#@$%^&*@#$%^

$%^&*()(*&^%$#$%^&*()*&^%$%^&*()

... :( ... :S ....

chocolates..no use..i feel so numb.
where are you, you, You and YOU? Huh?

Gone with the wind

每当听到某些歌曲，就会回想起当初所发生的。
常常告诉自己一切都已成为过去，不可能回到当时。嗨，事情是那么简单就好咯！

最近生活起了很多变化，很多新的事情，新的脸孔。可是我依然忘不了那段时光。
感谢祂，感谢所有给了我许多许多的你们。



Ahh! 100% occupancy tomorrow! Crazy morning again!
XD XD

Nites. Hehe.

Oh cheh

Bruises galore!!

My legs looked as if I've sketched a world map on them. XD XD

Well..all thanks to my 3-inch heels that my bosses made me wear..I fell from a flight of stairs and got bruises all over my legs..hur hur..

Clumsy..I know. Today I nearly tripped in front of a guest, and THANK GOD I did not embarrass myself :)

Sigh..with Malaysian International Gourmet Festival, Christmas and New Year coming up, theres gonna be tonnes of info to remember, stuff to do, things to follow up..gonna be busy busy busy..

Anyways..gonna fly off in Nov to Yogyakarta for a weekend escapade with mummy just to relax and spend money..hehhe. Woohoohoo..off day tomorrow.. XD XD XD

-Nite-

Do's and Don'ts

Be more alert
Be more attentive
Be a sweet person and bodek more
Go to work earlier so that I have sufficient time to put on that super mah fan uniform
Sleep early so that I have time to wake up earlier so that I can go to work earlier
Think before I open my big mouth
Always forgive those mean bimbos
Always act proper in front of the bosses
Beware of people around me
Only do things that I know how to do
Always ask before I do anything to prevent myself from getting into trouble
Spend more time reading and memorizing everything
Know when to keep my mouth shut
Always put on inch-thick make up so that no one can pick on me anymore


Never act smart (mai geh kiang!)
Don't forget any facts
Don't wander around the hotel looking for friends coz the bosses are too free to do their rounds all day
Don't join colleagues in their food nicking actions coz I don't want to get my backside into trouble
Stop being so clumsy
Stop eating too much in the staff canteen although their desserts are ever so tempting
Stop behaving like a monkey at work coz EVERYONE is watching
Stop talking nonsense coz not everyone can take my sense of humour
Don't lose it even though a guest throw his/her temper or touches my face coz he thinks I'm cute
Never ever misplace my walkie talkie coz it'll cost me my job
Never ever wear black or dark colour underwear coz I'm wearing an all-white uniform

Sigh, why do I even care about what people think.

Gimme a break!

Spare me from all the unnecessary stress, office politics..can or not? Lighten up abit lar..

Hur Hur Hur.

Its been 3 weeks since I started working in my current hotel..and I'm seriously loaded with TONNES of information to memorize! I KID U NOT!

From the material of the flooring to the ceiling to the designer furnitures to the Red Ferrari LG refrigerator to the 65-inch Hitachi Plasma TV to the LCD projectors to the super high tech toilets to the changeable lights to the plasma screen to the interactive kitchen to the Narumi crockeries to the Sasafras timber used on the walls to the operating hours of all outlets to the times of all the bands playing to the food they're serving to the prices of all promos or meal times to the dress code to the P&P to the phone extensions to the password of our systems to the names of all the (&*^*) bosses to the names of guests to the ways of handling the various systems to the procedures to the verbiage to use to the bla bla bla bla bla...

Having said that, its been rather exciting so far.. I've managed to pick up pretty fast(all thanks to my experience of working in a hotel and handling those crazy computer systems)..met some pretty nice ppl and of course some human beings who are just a pain to work with. Go take more leave la u all..

Oh well.

On a lighter note.. :p

Just got my first paycheck..YAY!!!! haha..can't believe they're paying me such an amount for two weeks of TRAINING (with 4 days of sitting in a room listening plus 2 off days). I likey my job :)

Oh oh..I'm handling Zeta Bar on Saturday night, weee...and I'm not even 21 yet :) :)
So cool.

No plans for my off day tomorrow..hopefully I'm going on a shopping spreeee..
toot toot toot toot

A date with my frapp

Pardon my lousy picture, Mr. Annoying Stranger is sitting right beside me and peeping at my every move. Grrrr.. do your own work la!

I need to write up something! and I can't do it at home coz there's just too much distraction (hehe). So here I am in Frappucino Wonderland enjoying my java boost. The thing is, after I've done arranging my mental playlist while I'm on my way here, I realised that I've forgot to pack my headphones!!! Arggghh!! How to listen to Coldplay? How to listen to Michael Buble? How to listen to David Cook?? Terpaksa listen to some jazzy stuff Starbucks is playing. Hmph. And the connection is soo soo slow! Streamyx sucks! Big time!

ANYWAYS..gotta go collect my offer letter tomorrow morning (10am, how to wake up??) so that I can start work on Monday. Sigh. My holiday is gonna end officially in 3 days time. Wish me luck!

Okie dokes, time to get back to something I've promised someone from afar.
Cheerios!

Kaya toast!

Made a trip down Central Market this afternoon after my interview to get 'something'. I've not been anywhere near that area for decades, and boy, the place has been transformed!! o.O

As I've got 1 hour to spare before I collect my 'order', I decided to pop into the kopitiam to get my dose of caffeine and do some reading while I wait. As I settle my bill... ...

Me : Uncle, table no. 22.

Uncle: Where are you from?

Me : Err..I'm from KL.

Uncle: YOU'RE LOCAL???

Me : Hur hur..yeah.. (duh)

Uncle: You're a christian??

Me : Yeah..

Uncle: My cross is bigger than yours!! HAHA (waves his necklace in front of me)

Me : Hehehe..

-.-" -.-"

Q & A

Q: Where are you today?
A: I am in Jesus Christ.

Q: Where were you then?
A: ... ...

为什么？

为什么？为什么？为什么？？？

为什么我们就不能和睦的相处呢？团聚的那一天会来临吗? 我没什么期望。
可是我们需要承受这些吗？ 我不曾怪过任何人，将来也不会。
你们知道我们看到这些事情发生有多心痛吗？

一个不愿意改过，一个不愿意原谅。我还能怎样呢？
血浓于水。要把感情收在心里真的很辛苦。
很为难，很矛盾。深夜里找不到人倾诉，也没有向人诉苦的意愿。
只能一个人盯着电脑， 回想过去，越想就越难过。

这时候，我也只想投向祂的怀抱。渴望能在祂那得到安慰。

Breathe

Weather was shit today. Its been raining all day long..
Anyways, stumbled upon this song today-one of those that I listen to very often when I was back in Leeds.


Cause you can't jump the track
We're like cars on a cable
and life's like an hourglass glued to the table,
No one can find the rewind button girl,
So cradle your head in your hands,
And breathe, just breathe..


"Why must the hourglass be glued to the table?" I asked.
As I continue my search for the rewind button, do you know that I would love to hit the pause button too?


But well..just breathe. And move on.


On a lighter note, big bro's wedding is finally over!! It was such a joyous and emotional occasion, will (or will not) blog more about it. Will see.

Time to go pick mum up. Ta.

The big day~

Yup yup..all geared up.

brownies

chocolatey madness hohoho




ready to be popped into the oven *drooollllll*

Night activities

I'm bored, I'm hungry,
And so I made jelly.

Since I'm so moody,
Tomorrow I'm gonna make some brownies.


I'm so into poetry *chuckles*

wtf!

sigh..another disappointment.

I think I should refrain myself from watching games involving Malaysian athletes.

I'm cursing alot lately. -.-

Profanity. Get out.

Sei lar.

HAIYAH!

Interview tomorrow morning. I feel so numb. What to say?

I don't know. Why can't they call earlier? Hai!

我真是犯贱。

What to prepare? I'm busy watching the Olympics la.. Hee hee

The badminton match on telly is so exciting!! We're gonna lose!!!! arrggghh

那些球员也是犯贱。死到临头才要好好打球。祝你好运啦。

Ahh..total crap. Bye.

Back at home

After missing church for almost a month, I'm finally back in church, the church where I grew up. I was super excited to go back and meet everyone as I've not announced my return to anyone! As expected, everyone's jaws dropped when they saw me loitering around *ngek ngek* XD XD

I still remember vividly, during my first few weeks in Leeds, I'd tear up whenever I go to Sunday service thinking of my church, the prayer Rev Dr Yu said for me the day I left, the familiar faces who offered me hugs and words of encouragement and everything else.

Today, I realised how much I miss LCCC when I started to feel down during praise and worship, even though we were singing songs like Celebrate, Jesus Celebrate, God is Good and Shine, Jesus Shine. But I tried as hard as I could to hold everything back by remembering the great things God had done for me for the past whole year, and tried to praise Him with all my heart. Even during scripture reading, the passage being read was what we learnt during one of the bible study sessions and it all came back to me. Everything was so clearly etched in my mind. However, I believe that although I'm in a different surrounding now,my journey with Him will only get better in the years to come, coz as long as I ask, He will provide.

Anyways, I had a great time catching up with the peeps in church, although most of them weren't there. Went out for a minum teh session with the most 'unusual suspects' - J and E aka the 'Lala of the Lalas', whom I havent met for donkey years (coz they always ponteng church!) Finally, got to enjoy my first mamak since my return. I was really looking forward to it, but my heart sank when the anneh announced that my all time fave-roti pisang- SUDAH HABIS LAAA..AMOI! Sigh, have to settle with roti telur..without bawang lagi :S

Headed home when the clock striked 12, and started video-chatting with my babe cum CGL...she's just got her backside back in KL..*what a disaster*. ooohh..and she demanded me to blog about her :s There you go, a sneak peak of our hatred-filled conversation.

- babe - says:
you hate me

Popiah says:
where gottttt

- babe - says:
got lar you don't deny

- babe - says:
just admit la

- babe - says:
it's easier that way.. won't hurt my feelings more

Popiah says:
ok then..i hate u..

Popiah says:
i can't seem to get myself to forgive u

Popiah says:
theres so much hatred in me

-babe- says:
oh, i hate you too

Popiah says:
i need to go for another encounter weekend.


Sigh, we both need help.

@#$^$%^&*

D*mn!
This morning a malay guy grabbed my backside and followed mum and I all the way to the dentist. GGGRRRrrrrr!!
And guess what, when we were leaving, he was still right there outside the clinic.

SICKO! @#$^%$&^%^&&* go die lar

hmm..

Home Sweet Home

Yoohooo~
I'm back home in KL after spending more than 10 months in Leeds!!
I'm seriously EXHAUSTED!! coz instead of taking time to rest, I spent most of my time watching in-flight movies throughout my 13-hour flight, hur hur..

Didnt had much time to rest for the past few weeks due to all the travelling, shopping, graduation, packing, bla bla.. so it'll definitely be sweet to stay home for the next few days to recharge before I head out and meet my kakis for some food-whacking! XD

Loads of photos to be uploaded..but not now i guess *yawn*

Stay tuned x

Very nice..carl -.-"

Didn't realize the existence of this video in my camera till today (taken last month during Jin Li's birthday dinner). Carl actually made everyone think that he's taking our pictures instead of recording a video. What a mischievous kid! *swt kaw kaw*

Anyway, I'm busy packing now, gonna move out in 4 hours time as mum is coming on Friday, and I AM NOT DONE YET!! arrrghhh..

Gee..I'm gonna miss my room..sighh..
Bye, Dee Dee..

updates..

I'm back in the blogosphere..finally. Many apologies for the absence!! Was kept busy with my dissertation towards the end of May, thank goodness I survived it. The final week towards the due date was terrible, a special shoutout to those who have taken care of me - fed me with good food and nourishing soup - and those who have given me words of encouragement, they warmed my heart, really. Thanks a million!



I've turned my room into a battlefield!

Nuff of dissertation. Gimme a break! haha..

Its summer in UK (doesn't feel very summer-y though, I wonder if there is such thing called summer in UK) and we had barbeques after barbeques, dinners after dinners, and many other random activities. It was madness, but I must say I've enjoyed each and every one of the 'summer activities' and the time we spent together will be one of my fondest memories of Leeds :)

Time flies really really fast..can't believe I'll be on my way back home soon. Images of me crying when I was leaving Malaysia are still clearly etched in my mind, and now here I am, stressed with all the packing..*growl*. Many things happened these few weeks, did loads of thinking and loads of talking with mummy.. prayed, sought, asked, waited.. Today, I've decided to lay it all down, and it does feel much better :) should have done that earlier, silly. -.-"

Oh yeah, got my results a couple of days ago. Better than I expected, jadi rasa amat bersyukur la yer.. haha
Now, smack me and call me a g-r-a-d-u-a-t-e! :p

Mum's coming over next Friday and we'll be travelling around UK and Europe before coming back to Leeds for my graduation. So, expect another round of my absence again..hahaha. Will try to go online and blog(slim chance, but will try) whenever I can from the hotels/hostels/internet cafes. OK, jeannie? hehe..

sigh..what else can I say?

Guess what, I've got a job offer today from a reputable four-star hotel right in the middle of Leeds City Centre. You think I should be happy? Unfortunately, no. Well, it wasn't because I don't like the idea, its just that I received some utterly disappointing news earlier, which left me feeling dejected the whole day. So..yeah..

Upset, disappointed, but what else can I do? :s

Mummy....I so wanna talk to you now, but I know I can't. Coz I'm so sure my tears are gonna flood my room. Arrrggghhhhh...

Sigh..off to shower now..bye.

烦死人了啦！！！

啊！！烦死人了啦！
怎么一直在浪费时间？以前的智慧和那股冲颈去了哪里？？？
只剩下不到十天的时间了，到现在一切都还是一团糟。是不想活了吗？？

嗨，真烦人。心里除了害怕，还是害怕。
害怕自己无法如期把论文赶完，害怕自己无法达到自己要的成绩，害怕我会后悔没尝试尽我所能把论文写好，害怕成绩会让妈妈失望。嗨。。。

妈妈，怎么办？？
亲爱的天父，我该怎么办？？ 教教我好吗？

算了，在这里大吼大叫也是无补于事的啦。嗨。。。

So Near, Yet So Far

Sigh..words can't describe how I'm feeling now.

Woke up at 7am today, all excited to catch the Thomas Cup semi-final clash between Malaysia & China (despite only having a few hours of sleep, to me it was well worth it!). This semi-final meet between the titans was predicted right after the draws were released and Malaysia chose to fight all the way through to the semis instead of opting to field an understrength team against Korea so that they will end up at the other side of the draw, which I'm very proud of.. coz that's the whole point of sportsmanship.. >.<

Anyways, there I was, clutching my laptop and hiding under my duvet, watching the first tie between LCW and Lin Dan. Honestly, I didn't have high hopes on the Malaysian team winning this match considering the strength of the Chinese team, so long as they give their best, I'd be happy lar. However, I must say LCW played exceptionally well to beat Lin Dan, straight sets!! Well, I won't regard the win as a successful game plan by LCW, Lin Dan was just not his usual self..didn't see much of his lethal attacking shots. -.- Score: MAS 1-0 CHN

At this point, it suddenly struck me that...its actually not impossible for our boys to break the strong wall of China after all..we have a shot at entering the finals!!! XD

Excited I could be, the much credited pair of KKK-TBH lost to the Chinese doubles pair. *gasp* Sigh, hopes of us riding into the finals was as slim as a thread again..because the Malaysian team was banking on both doubles to win their ties, and probably steal a point from one of the singles, you see. Now that our world number 5 lost their match, even if our 2nd pair managed to chalk up a win, it would be hard for the remaining singles to steal a point from the mighty China players :(

Score: MAS 1-1 CHN

As expected, WCH lost to the young and talented BCL.. age catching up I guess o.O

Score: MAS 1-2 CHN

Right now, all eyes were on the young Malaysian pair of Fairuzizuan-Zakry to save Malaysia from defeat. Indeed, they played a fantastic game to tah-pau the Chinese pair in a convincing way. Impressive! Can really see the semangat-ness in their attacks and the way they return their shots, very very proud XD

Now that the tie is leveled at 2-2, its all up to Hafiz to battle it out with Chen Jin. Based on his recent win over BCL and his current form, I would say he has a 50-50 chance over Chen Jin. The game was so nerve-wrecking (!!) coz their scores were so close, I was so excited I couldn't sit still and kept rolling up and down in bed, I kid you not! (I know I shouldn't have let you know the results, stitch, but I was too excited!! forgive me :p) but still..Chen Jin managed to defeat Hafiz in straight sets, despite Hafiz having a good lead in the beginning of both games. Utterly disappointing.. Final score: China 3-2 Malaysia

So, there you go, another golden opportunity wasted. Nevertheless, I would say our boys did a great job by giving the Chinese a good fight. Well, blame it on the draw, the system, the strategy of the team, whatever.. it's all over now. Am happy with their overall performance, but frankly, I can't help but to feel disappointed (just a tad bit la, what to do, it was just way too close!). Whatever it is, it'll be another 2-years wait before our players have a shot at bringing the Cup back to our land again. Now the focus for our players will be fighting for glory in the Beijing Olympics...wishing you guys best of luck..ho ho..

That's all for the roundup of this morning's semi-finals. Good luck to IND & KOR. although I so want IND to win!! :p :p :p

Okays, time to get back to work *growl*

What a week!

The weekend is approaching..(yay?) and I would say I've had one of the most 'exciting' week. hur hur.

Lately, its been busy busy busy for me, with all sorts of tasks lined up till next week!! From the beginning of the week, I'm pretty much aware that I have 2 assignments to submit, primary research waiting to be settled, e-mails to be sent out, blessing card to be given out, bible study to prepare, and also start work in a restaurant.. o.O

The thought of it is intimidating enough!! *Gasps*

But amazingly, I managed to sail through the week wonderfully!! XD

I'm too lazy to elaborate on it..so I'll just put down the highlights of the week la har...

• Managed to secure all 3 interviews for my research after all the hard work (yay!!)
• Received an e-mail form PP saying they're willing to participate in my research, which means I've exceeded my target of 3(double yay!!)
• Kao tim Food Hygiene assignment
• Started part-time job-with nice colleagues and super nice boss who feeds me with good food *grin*
• Gave out blessing card to S
• Spent a huge amount of time on Luke 10, so far so good :)
• H got back to me thanking me for the blessing card *overjoyed*

Despite the week being rather hectic, I actually felt that it was rather fulfilling..heee

Next week, with at least 3 interviews, 1 appointment, work, literature review etc etc etc.. oh, and THOMAS CUP FINALS coming up..I'm expecting an even more..erm, 'bombastic' week ahead.

Challenging, but heck, I'm loving it. XD

Thats all for now, need to get back to my retail report to be submitted tomorrow! >.<

One Hour Prayer

As promised, Wee Leon,

We prayed for ONE HOUR during our cell group meeting tonight.

Yes, for ONE WHOLE HOUR!!

Pow-derful sial..

Its a happy day..la la la..

Clap your hands, all ye people

Shout unto God with the voice of triumph.

Psalms 47:1

Yes Lord, I have nothing but PRAISE to offer You!

Its been awhile since I felt that I had a good day, and it wouldn't have been possible without You.

This is the day I've finally took that first step to do something for You..forgive me for my reluctance, forgive my inability to hold up my shield of faith.

You have not blamed me, yet, You've heard my prayers, and granted me something I've always been asking and praying hard for. Its not the right time, but I know You have a reason for everything You do, and I believe You'll see me through!

I give thanks with a grateful heart.

I give thanks for Your grace and mercy upon me.

I give thanks for You are my one and only Saviour.

I give thanks for You are my refuge, I need not fear.

I give thanks.

After weeks of discouragement and stress, finally..I've had a great day! XD

When this midget is happy, there will be no short of good food, and hence, dinner at CILI MERAH tonight!! wooohooo...

*wide grin*

Untitled!

Happy Birthday, kor kor

Its Saturday again..time really flies.

Here I am, dealing with disappointment after disappointment..endless uni work..deadlines..

When will this ever end, I wonder.

Anyway..Happy Birthday to my good ol' bro!!although you get on my nerves ALL the time! Haha!

-.-"

I suck.

As a friend, a group member, a sister..I did not do anything to help, but to worsen the matter.

Not a very worthwhile investment after all, I guess?

Sigh..

Finally~

-All Hail the Birth of My Blog-

Finally, after months of blog-hopping and kepoh-ing about people's daily happenings, I've finally decided to officiate this little blog of my own. Wooo~

Well, I've actually created this blog earlier, but felt rather reluctant to post anything, partly because I was waaayyy too busy. Honestly, it never crossed my mind that I'll actually have a blog of my own. I remember telling LL I wouldn't want one because I didn't think I'll have time to keep it updated..bla..bla..

But recently, it has been an emotional roller coaster ride for me, a couple of setbacks, truckloads of assignments, dissertation, pressure... ...at one point, I felt as if I couldnt take it anymore. There were also times when there were so many thoughts lingering in my head, I need somewhere to vent it all out.

Hence, the birth of this bloggie.

Besides that, this blog will serve to keep my family and the rest of my clan updated about the happenings of this clumsy little midget..heee...

Guess that's all for my debut entry, stay tuned for more of my spicy ramblings.

Till then, cheerios x

p/s:thanks babes for the help.haha

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