sigh..what else can I say?

Guess what, I've got a job offer today from a reputable four-star hotel right in the middle of Leeds City Centre. You think I should be happy? Unfortunately, no. Well, it wasn't because I don't like the idea, its just that I received some utterly disappointing news earlier, which left me feeling dejected the whole day. So..yeah..

Upset, disappointed, but what else can I do? :s

Mummy....I so wanna talk to you now, but I know I can't. Coz I'm so sure my tears are gonna flood my room. Arrrggghhhhh...

Sigh..off to shower now..bye.

烦死人了啦！！！

啊！！烦死人了啦！
怎么一直在浪费时间？以前的智慧和那股冲颈去了哪里？？？
只剩下不到十天的时间了，到现在一切都还是一团糟。是不想活了吗？？

嗨，真烦人。心里除了害怕，还是害怕。
害怕自己无法如期把论文赶完，害怕自己无法达到自己要的成绩，害怕我会后悔没尝试尽我所能把论文写好，害怕成绩会让妈妈失望。嗨。。。

妈妈，怎么办？？
亲爱的天父，我该怎么办？？ 教教我好吗？

算了，在这里大吼大叫也是无补于事的啦。嗨。。。

So Near, Yet So Far

Sigh..words can't describe how I'm feeling now.

Woke up at 7am today, all excited to catch the Thomas Cup semi-final clash between Malaysia & China (despite only having a few hours of sleep, to me it was well worth it!). This semi-final meet between the titans was predicted right after the draws were released and Malaysia chose to fight all the way through to the semis instead of opting to field an understrength team against Korea so that they will end up at the other side of the draw, which I'm very proud of.. coz that's the whole point of sportsmanship.. >.<

Anyways, there I was, clutching my laptop and hiding under my duvet, watching the first tie between LCW and Lin Dan. Honestly, I didn't have high hopes on the Malaysian team winning this match considering the strength of the Chinese team, so long as they give their best, I'd be happy lar. However, I must say LCW played exceptionally well to beat Lin Dan, straight sets!! Well, I won't regard the win as a successful game plan by LCW, Lin Dan was just not his usual self..didn't see much of his lethal attacking shots. -.- Score: MAS 1-0 CHN

At this point, it suddenly struck me that...its actually not impossible for our boys to break the strong wall of China after all..we have a shot at entering the finals!!! XD

Excited I could be, the much credited pair of KKK-TBH lost to the Chinese doubles pair. *gasp* Sigh, hopes of us riding into the finals was as slim as a thread again..because the Malaysian team was banking on both doubles to win their ties, and probably steal a point from one of the singles, you see. Now that our world number 5 lost their match, even if our 2nd pair managed to chalk up a win, it would be hard for the remaining singles to steal a point from the mighty China players :(

Score: MAS 1-1 CHN

As expected, WCH lost to the young and talented BCL.. age catching up I guess o.O

Score: MAS 1-2 CHN

Right now, all eyes were on the young Malaysian pair of Fairuzizuan-Zakry to save Malaysia from defeat. Indeed, they played a fantastic game to tah-pau the Chinese pair in a convincing way. Impressive! Can really see the semangat-ness in their attacks and the way they return their shots, very very proud XD

Now that the tie is leveled at 2-2, its all up to Hafiz to battle it out with Chen Jin. Based on his recent win over BCL and his current form, I would say he has a 50-50 chance over Chen Jin. The game was so nerve-wrecking (!!) coz their scores were so close, I was so excited I couldn't sit still and kept rolling up and down in bed, I kid you not! (I know I shouldn't have let you know the results, stitch, but I was too excited!! forgive me :p) but still..Chen Jin managed to defeat Hafiz in straight sets, despite Hafiz having a good lead in the beginning of both games. Utterly disappointing.. Final score: China 3-2 Malaysia

So, there you go, another golden opportunity wasted. Nevertheless, I would say our boys did a great job by giving the Chinese a good fight. Well, blame it on the draw, the system, the strategy of the team, whatever.. it's all over now. Am happy with their overall performance, but frankly, I can't help but to feel disappointed (just a tad bit la, what to do, it was just way too close!). Whatever it is, it'll be another 2-years wait before our players have a shot at bringing the Cup back to our land again. Now the focus for our players will be fighting for glory in the Beijing Olympics...wishing you guys best of luck..ho ho..

That's all for the roundup of this morning's semi-finals. Good luck to IND & KOR. although I so want IND to win!! :p :p :p

Okays, time to get back to work *growl*

What a week!

The weekend is approaching..(yay?) and I would say I've had one of the most 'exciting' week. hur hur.

Lately, its been busy busy busy for me, with all sorts of tasks lined up till next week!! From the beginning of the week, I'm pretty much aware that I have 2 assignments to submit, primary research waiting to be settled, e-mails to be sent out, blessing card to be given out, bible study to prepare, and also start work in a restaurant.. o.O

The thought of it is intimidating enough!! *Gasps*

But amazingly, I managed to sail through the week wonderfully!! XD

I'm too lazy to elaborate on it..so I'll just put down the highlights of the week la har...

• Managed to secure all 3 interviews for my research after all the hard work (yay!!)
• Received an e-mail form PP saying they're willing to participate in my research, which means I've exceeded my target of 3(double yay!!)
• Kao tim Food Hygiene assignment
• Started part-time job-with nice colleagues and super nice boss who feeds me with good food *grin*
• Gave out blessing card to S
• Spent a huge amount of time on Luke 10, so far so good :)
• H got back to me thanking me for the blessing card *overjoyed*

Despite the week being rather hectic, I actually felt that it was rather fulfilling..heee

Next week, with at least 3 interviews, 1 appointment, work, literature review etc etc etc.. oh, and THOMAS CUP FINALS coming up..I'm expecting an even more..erm, 'bombastic' week ahead.

Challenging, but heck, I'm loving it. XD

Thats all for now, need to get back to my retail report to be submitted tomorrow! >.<

One Hour Prayer

As promised, Wee Leon,

We prayed for ONE HOUR during our cell group meeting tonight.

Yes, for ONE WHOLE HOUR!!

Pow-derful sial..